.....

Okay if you know me, then you know

that I always am attracted to a female character in any movie or tv show.

Female's are more interesting and exciting.

Sure people think its because I'm basically a girl (which is not true)

its because men are normally not interesting for me.... though if they are hot, my jaw drops.

So anyways my point is I love female characters

In Jumper I'm interested more in Rachel Bilson then Hayden

In Kungfu Panda I'm more interested in Tigeress 

In Horton Hear's a Who I'm more interested in the 96 Daughters then the son.

But I was reading things about Horton hears a who

and it made me mad. 

To hear parents going off about how its sexist.

Really?

The mayor's son is the oldest thus meaning he is the next mayor

Its just a movie, children don't think about sexist things

they grow up that way because of parental influence.

Seriously get the fuck over.

BLAH.

1st "Love"

Can you be in love with someone who doesn't love you back?

I will be tormented by this forever.

He is all I see when I close my eyes, on my mind when I don't even realize.

He makes guest appearances in my dreams.

I will always think of it.

I try to tell myself there is nothing

and this wont ever be as I wish.

I tried shutting him out with others, but they were in no comparison

My first "Love"?

though we never had any form of a relationship

and until I find true love

he will forever been my first love.

Quite Profound.

Suddenly

I've been soaked up into theatre.

I went and watched "Suddenly, Last Summer" which was written by Tennessee Williams

two of my friends were into.

I swear I was so caught in the mood of this dramatic play.

I felt a whole lot of emotions

it was simply amazing.

I also enjoyed seeing "Hairspray" On its tour across Canada

and that was pretty awesome

its was fun to see this Musical.

All & All 

I'm enjoying theatre more and more.

Life is about Beautiful Art

and Wonderful Plays

....

 

I love my Best friend

I can't wait to see her,

I miss being able to hang out with her all the time.

Our inside jokes,

playing mario party.

Cuddling and taking pictures.

Funny joke....

She tells this guy that I plan on Visiting

and she plans on hooking us up.

She says lets check him out on facebook

and he says he already has

and thinks I'm Cute.

YES!

I know that even though we live 

on different sides

of this Large Country 

we will be there for each other no matter what.

Tell each other everything & Anything

Calgary Loves Halifax

....

looking at pictures 

makes me want to go back to europe

for a longer time.

Windows

He Laughed.

He Joked.

I simply listened to each word

that came from his mouth.

He looked at me 

with a different look,

this look made me think,

Question

Longing to see where the answer lays.

I hide my boyish crush

behind my window shaped eyes

hopping maybe he will peak in

the curtains are open.

...

The nights come early

snow spiting from the sky

flying all around

Cold yet peaceful

walking step by step

realizing that life has many wonders.

There are many things to see.