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Okay if you know me, then you know

that I always am attracted to a female character in any movie or tv show.

Female's are more interesting and exciting.

Sure people think its because I'm basically a girl (which is not true)

its because men are normally not interesting for me.... though if they are hot, my jaw drops.

So anyways my point is I love female characters

In Jumper I'm interested more in Rachel Bilson then Hayden

In Kungfu Panda I'm more interested in Tigeress 

In Horton Hear's a Who I'm more interested in the 96 Daughters then the son.

But I was reading things about Horton hears a who

and it made me mad. 

To hear parents going off about how its sexist.

Really?

The mayor's son is the oldest thus meaning he is the next mayor

Its just a movie, children don't think about sexist things

they grow up that way because of parental influence.

Seriously get the fuck over.

BLAH.

1st "Love"

Can you be in love with someone who doesn't love you back?

I will be tormented by this forever.

He is all I see when I close my eyes, on my mind when I don't even realize.

He makes guest appearances in my dreams.

I will always think of it.

I try to tell myself there is nothing

and this wont ever be as I wish.

I tried shutting him out with others, but they were in no comparison

My first "Love"?

though we never had any form of a relationship

and until I find true love

he will forever been my first love.

Quite Profound.