from someone I thought would never, and when I say never I mean never ask me
to do that.
He & I have a somewhat history.
When we first met I had no Idea what to expect, he seems like a stereotypical straight guy.
After you get to know him you realize how wrong you are. Sure he doesn't dress or act like
a gay man, but he really is.
Anyways we met a couple weeks before my birthday, his friend who is my friend was telling me
all about how I have to met this guy, blah blah blah you know that thing where they say a millions things about them.
So I didn't really make a big deal out of it when we met at the bar... I said Hi and cared on with my night... didn't see him again till my birthday, which is in April.
My friend brought him... and the whole night she would tell me... oh he wants to kiss you.
She told me like 5 times... then got drunk and puked on my bed, so we sent her home.
But he stayed, which was weird... I didn't know him, what to expect or anything.
He helps me change the sheets, and lays down.... lucky my other friend decides she is going to come cuddle with him... so I say by to people who are leaving an come back...
he cuddles me and we pass out.
The morning rolls around and we kind of fool around.
Though I don't see him again for 2 weeks... he sends me a message saying throw another party.
which I did, just so I could get him over.
So we go through this whole "party" thing for awhile... with fooling around.
Eventually things get a little more powerful, and it becomes almost every time I see him.
Which was a lot, since he would call and ask.
The one day I thought hey maybe I'll just let him know how I feel, big mistake!
That was the first mistake I had made....
so now the fooling around stops... I felt used....
but I had grown on his friends, and didn't want to stop hanging around them, so I didn't.
I was fine with seeing him, we became some what friends... I could actually have a conversation with him now.
months go by....
and just this week... I gave into him as we cuddled and gave him a Blowjob.
I thought hey maybe things will turn around this time.
Till his sister said he only wanted it to be a one time thing....
so I was like okay whatever.
Last night he asks me.... if I would fuck him and he fuck me.
I thought he must be joking right... and kind of just went by, though I went to 7-11 and got condoms just in case. I mean you never know right.
He was telling his friend, the one who introduced us to tell me when to come get him cause it was happening.... So now I become a mess, I need time to think so I take a walk.
Come back and he's passed out... my friend says he will be ready in 2 hours... when its already 2am...
Well anyways nothing happen cause he got to drunk....
but if something does happen tonight, the next night or whenever... I'll be ready and I'll just take charge before he falls asleep.
And I mean its just the thought that he actually wants to do it with me that is awesome...
Cause apparently when he's done with boys he's done, so I thought he was done with me along time ago.
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